"Ahhhh!" by Maura Quinn

I have been misled
I have been cheated
I don’t’ want to break things
But I do
I can’t drink I don’t really want to drink
But I do want to temporarily alter my reality
I don’t want to consume sugar because it will not help me
I know I need to just be in action and do something positive
But I don’t want to
I don’t want to leave this bed
I don’t want to do the
Right thing
But
I don’t want to do
The wrong thing
I want to break things
But I don’t want to because that won’t do anything
I don’t want to call anyone because I don’t’ want to hear
What they have to say.
I don’t want to hear it
Know that you’re full of shit
I don’t want to hear it
Know that you’re full of shit
First you’re telling stories
Then you’re telling lies
When the fuck are you gonna
Realize that I don’t
Want to hear it
Oh that felt better

(With credit to Minor Threat)